"Heartfelt Words"

Was deleting some of my older blog posts, rereading some and came to realized that many things had changed (for the good and bad). I've lost and gain some people in the recent years but they will always be kept deeply in my heart.

For those that I've lost, I"ll take it as a lesson learned. Thanks for teaching me the right and wrong in life, to cherish my love ones more and to be a better person. 

Those who stayed, I'm grateful for each and everyone of you. 

"Do whatever you feel/think is right because you only live once and there is no time for regrets".

Frankly speaking, after reading some of my post I came to realize that I was so regretful for some things which I did not do in the past or for some decisions I have made. 

At some point of time I really wished I had a time machine to rewind back to time and amend things so I'd feel less regretful. But that's all impossible, what's done cannot be undone. 

 Though it hurts so bloody much and having to face such cruel reality but people left for a reason, some probably just doesn't mean to be part of me and some to a better place.

This is life, you have to lose some in order to gain and lose in order to learn what life is all about. 

You guys will always be part of me no matter what. 

A big lesson learned and I'll never make the same mistakes ever again because the feeling of regretting sucks so much it's haunting me over the past few years and whenever I think about it, I can't stop hating myself. 

So people, please cherish whatever or whoever you have now before what you have become what you "had".

I've learned my lesson and I'll "bury" those that I've lost in the past years deep in my heart. As for now, I'm gonna do whatever it takes to keep and protect my love ones.