Neelieoh.: "1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY."

I've always been waiting for today to come; our 365days of being together!!
To those who have been reading my blog for a very long time, you guys should know that it was my very FIRST relationship which last for a year and still on going..
Never did I expect that this day would actually happen on me, it felt like I was dreaming~ ( Tsk I know this might sound a little over-reacting but that's exactly how I'm feeling).

Decided to share with you guys about how my boy and I get to know each other...

I was working at Topshop and he was a Topman staff (same outlet) and that was how we met each other.
And I still remembered that the FIRST question he asked me was "how old are you?" & "Your birthday falls on which month?" -Just because he wanted to be the youngest-.-
So yeah, we started to talk, scold/tease each other etc etc...
After a month or so, I started to feel happy whenever I see or talk to him.
You know he gave me a very comfortable feeling which made me wanna talk to him more even though I know he would tease me.
And so, just one fine night while the both of us were chatting on msn, I plucked up my courage and told him about how I felt towards him.
I've always been a very straightforwad kind of person you see~
The most unexpected thing was his reply to me saying that he actually felt the same way too!!
At that point of time, I was shocked but damn happy.
It happened to be that the both of us had to work the next day and I swear it was SUPER AWKWARD the moment we saw each other.
We didn't really talk much that day and I had this very weird feeling in me telling me that something is not right and so, that very night after work I sent him a text message asking him what's wrong, why do I feel that he was acting strangely and the answer he gave me was that he wasn't very sure about his feelings towards me...
How should I react? Of course I was extremely sad and disappointed but I did not give up.
I remembered telling him that I can give him some time but that idiot told me not to wait for him as he think that the both of us were better off as friends despite me asking him to reconsider over and over again.
So yup, I gotta accept it and life still goes on..
After that night, I started to talk lesser to him whenever we're working because the more I talk, the deeper I'd fall so I guess it's better to have some restriction right?
There was once I hurt my right thumb at work and it started to bleed a lot.. I was searching for any colleagues who were on their break to get me a bandage at Watsons.
Just at that point of time, my boy and another colleague of mine were about to go for their break but guess what??
I did not ask him to get me the bandage but the one who went for break with him. It wasn't on purpose I swear.. perhaps I was still restricting myself towards him and did not want him to think that I-want-him-to-care-for-me-so-badly.
I mean of course I still treated him as a friend but somehow I know I got to get rid of the feelings I had towards him first before I could really treat him like a normal friend of mine.
Few days after the incident, he randomly messaged me asking if I still had feelings towards him and I was like..
Me: why do you wanna know? Isit even important?
Boy: Just answer me!!
Me: Okay fine, yes I still do. Then? Does it change anything?
Boy: Ok give me some time, this time I'm sure I know what I want just give me a little more time.
Uh huh~ He finally sorted out his feelings towards me.
He told me he was sad that I did not asked him for help when I hurt my thumb as he thought I would.. and that's when he realized that he actually care etc.
We then started to talk things out, all the misunderstandings, those feelings kept and stuffs like this.
I told myself "so all that I've been through was worth it" with a smile on my face:)
Exactly a year ago, he finally asked me to be his girlfriend, YES FACE TO FACE.
Ahhh that moment was the one and only time someone managed to make me blush like hell la!!
And in the past one year, I won't deny that we have been through many ups and downs but for every obstacles we faced, we never give up.
Just wanna say thanks for all the love & care you've showered me, lecturing whenever I did something wrong, forgving and changing your bad habits (the things that I hate the most).
Though once in awhile you still repeat your bad habits but I can see that you're trying very hard to change that!!
Never give up and I believe you can do it baby.. be it for me, you or us:)
Most importantly is that I know I'm never alone when I needed you by my side. Thankyou so much for everything.
Once again, HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO US♥
-Love you always, Eileen.